Seattle

Having just crossed over the boarder, my daughter & I are on a bus to Seattle. Once there, we should have time for a little breakfast before we board our train for back home to California. Tomorrow I will get my hair done shortly after my arrival, and then about 9 AM the mother who gave birth to me & two of her sons will be over for the holiday weekend. Should be interesting. (I was adopted as an infant and about seven years ago I found my biological mother. I haven't seen her in about five years-my choice, thought it was too confusing for the kids & she started having "expectations" of me & I didn't want to deal with that. Also, I had enough "relationship issues" with my own mother, who needed more "issues" to deal with? Anyway, I missed the brothers, but really couldn't see them if I didn't see her. I guess I do want to see her... I feel myself pulling away. So much so that I keep this whole content in a paratheses! Keep me/us in your prayers!!!! I feel anxious. Maybe a little sick. Perhaps I need a vacation? No, I'm....)...looking forward to being home soon!