I'm trying to decide whether or not to write anything today. I feel more like a fish out of water today than usual. I just don't feel well. But I'm not physically sick. There is uncertainty in the short term and it grates on my nerves. But, my life is hid with Christ. I feel like a salmon swimming up river. Push, push, push for a little glimpse of reassurance. That's the way trials are. "It is through many trials that you shall enter the kingdom of heaven." A bunch of kids are over the house and they are like running all around. My husband had his softball team over and well, I'm not in the mood for any of it. I was on call last night and also tonight so I can't sleep well. It just feels like there is spiritual warfare. And that's good. It is good to be where the action is. Have you ever felt that you were in a spiritual battle?